A letter to the moon

I don't know if you'll ever see this. I don't know if you'll ever speak to me again. I don't know if I'll even see your face again, but I know I need to say something. I know apologies can't mend the wounds I caused. I know you'll probably never see me as your fox again, but I know I need to say this. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for listening to everyone instead of myself. I'm sorry for being a naive ignorant child. I'm sorry for thinking that movies are real and that showing up at your door at midnight will prove anything and fix everything. I'm sorry for breaking your heart. I'm sorry for breaking my own. I wish I could make everything right. I wish I could do everything over and make the right choices. I still wholeheartedly believe you are my soulmate, but I messed that up. So now i have to just keep pushing on, keep moving forward, and just hope that you are always happy. I guess only time will tell from here. I love you, I'm sorry. Guess it's time to pick myself back up. Stay happy, my moon.