Why

I will always love you

Why do I keep watching the door?
Why do I still keep checking the streets?
Why does every whistle shake me to the core?
Why cant I stop these anxious heartbeats?
I hurt you
I broke you down
I dont deserve to have your view
And yet I still search like a clown
People do crazy things when they're in love
Instead I chose to protect my past
Rather than have what I keep dreaming of
I let you slip from my grasp
I fucked it all up
No else holds this blame
I drank from this poisoned cup
And sadly I whispered your name
Hoping to fix what I broke
Hoping to erase the pain
Hoping to take back the words I spoke
Hoping to wash away in the rain
This siren's song I wish to end
I'll find a spell for your heart to mend
In the morn I'll just be pretend
Like all bad dreams, you're safe in the end