Wasted on You.

A Poem by Vivica Heart

Wow. This one's old and I almost forgot I wrote it. But then I started going through all of my poems again and I found it. and I love it. I can't believe I ever forgot about this one!

You apologize and say that you're sorry.
You claim that you never meant to hurt me.
You hold me close and whisper "Baby, I love you."
And for one moment, I almost believe it's true
But then I remind myself...

Everything you say is just lie after lie,
And to you I'm just the girl you made cry.
Tears fall from my face
And I wish I could erase
All of theose meaningless kisses I wasted on you,
I should've opened my eyes, maybe then I'd have a clue.

I toughen up and begin to think
I tell you that your words are bullshit
You took my heart and ripped it in two,
Did I ever mean anything to you?
I brace myself and remember...

Everything you say is just lie after lie,
And to you I'm just the girl you made cry.
Tears fall from my face
And I wish I could erase
All of those moments I wasted loving you
I should've stopped to think, maybe then I'd have a clue

And even though I know that we are through,
I just can't help but to love you
And even though I know that you don't care,
I still want you to be here.
And I remind myself again...

Everything you say is just lie after lie,
And to you I'm just the girl you made cry.
Tears fall from my face
And I wish I could erase
All my heart I wasted opening to you
I should've stopped to breathe, maybe then I'd have a clue.