Perfection

After a few weeks of writer's block which came right back after this... O_e'' I hate writer's block

All I wanted was to keep

That happy and proud smile

Upon your graceful face

But to what extent of perfection

Must I reach for your approval

 

What ever possessed me to believe

That no wrong could ever come

From completely transform my life

To a most difficult lie

 

(Can't Help But Beg)

Leave me alone to go my own way

(Can't Help But Cry)

Don't interfere for you'll only make it worse

(Can't Help But Scream)

For you to stay away and leave me in peace

 

My only perfection is my strong facade

For it is the only way

To hide my evergrowing miseries

And how your happiness has become my pain

From the one I adore

 

But I've grown sick of the perfection you seek

I will never be perfect

So if you despise my flawed and tainted self

Then you leave me no choice

 

Because I ~

 

(Can't Help But Beg)

Leave me alone to go my own way

 

Because I ~

 

(Can't Help But Cry)

Don't interfere for you'll only make it worse

 

Because I ~

 

(Can't Help But Scream)

For you to stay away and leave me in peace

 

Perfection isn't easy for someone so flawed like me

It is so hard to please you and my reward results in misery

SO TELL ME

If you really paid any mind

Would you actually see

How broken I've become

During your search for the perfection

That I struggle and strive to offer you

Reviews

[John the Philosopher]

Awesome! Je l'aime! C'est magnefique! I love the emotional plea, it makes me feel more endeared. You are perfection!

[Japanese Cherry]

I'm glad you liked it!

[John the Philosopher]

Mhmm.

[Terohime]

Great write, i enjoyed reading this. i am looking foreword to reading more.
~Your friend Res

[Japanese Cherry]

thank you very much