Paradise Ep 39

Paradise Ep. 39 (Tender Loving Care (TLC)

Kris: *Looks into his eyes* You are so incredibly beautiful Nick. I love you so much.

Nick: *Blushes* Your pretty awesome too Kris. I love you too. 

Kris: *Wants to believe what Nick is saying, but thinks he's only saying is because I'm saying it. Gets off him/picks him up my arms & walks along the beach*

Nick: *Laughs* You don't have to carry me.

Kris: *Grins sexily* I know. But I still want to. 

Nick: *Sighs happily* Where are you taking me?

Kris: *Winks* You'll see! *carries him to my very own private golf course, which is naturally Nick's fav. sport* Ta-da!

Nick: *Looks around* Golf?

Kris: *Nods* Yep. You see its 1 of your fav. sports, so I thought ... why not play?

Nick: *Doesn't remember ever playing the game, but tries to be excited about it* Cool. How do you play?

~ So through the rest of the day Nick & Kris played golf, teaching him about the game, filling him in on details about himself & about Kris. The day goes on fun filled with laughs, hi-5's, hugs & kisses, just taking it easy & relaxed as much as possible. Later on after taking their own individual showers & eating dinner together, they're just playing Mario Kart for Wii in Nick's room. Nick discovers he's pretty competitive ^^ ~

Nick: *I was racing ahead of Kris, almost flying through the track. Cheers as I pass the finish line* Whoo! That was a awesome!

Kris: *Laughs* I'll say! Great game right? *His competitive side is still in tack, but not as intense*

Nick: *Stretches arms over my head* Yeah. *glances at the clock ... wow ... 10:20 PM already. Yawns/gets up & looks at Kris* What a day its been. I think I'm going to turn in. 

Kris: *Wants to go with him upstairs to his room, but instead ...* Yeah its getting late. Um ... listen today was the best. *gets up from my chair & walks up to Nick & kisses him lightly on his lips* Good night Nick.

Nick: *Blushes/feels so safe with Kris* G-good night Kris. *climbs into bed/pulls covers over myself*

Kris: *Walks to the door/looks back & my heart just spins out of control. He looks like an angel. I tell you this, it took everything I had to smile & walk to my room. As soon as I got to my bed, I sighed heavily & disappointed. I didn't even roll on my covers, I just sat there, looking up & thinking. Okay, okay I know how I feel for Nick. The problem now is that I'm lying & deceiving him. I feel ashamed of what I did to him, I still can't believe he lost his memory. And now I'm just using this to my advantage to get Nick to be mine. I'm pretty much forcing him with everything I do. Its only been 1 day since all the chaos happened, yet I still don't feel anybody . Ugh! I don't want to be selfish & controlling with Nick. Let's face it, I already upset him, pretty much scared him & made him run away from him. What have I done? I just want what's best for Nick. Then again I also would like what's best for me. In the end, I'm the 1 who's wrong. Then only thing that I can think of is to come clean & tell him the truth, but other hand I'm afraid to do so. There I go again! Its NOT all about me! NO Kris, no! This is about Nick, only Nick. Dead God, I've sinned bad, & I know that whatever I do, I'm only making things worse. But please ... let me just be with Nick for a few more days & then I promise that I'll be true & honest. Right now I just want to be by his side, cause I love him with all I have. After contemplating endless min.'s I got up & walked back to Nick's room. If he's sleeping I'm definitely going back, if not ... I really don't know. I arrived at his door & knocked on the door lightly* Nick?

Nick: *Looks at the door* Kris?

Kris: *Hears him* Yeah ... um it's me. Can ... I come in?

Nick: Sure.

Kris: *Comes in & sees Nick in the same position/clears throat/waves right hand* Hey. I'm sorry ... I just um ... wanted to talk to you.

Nick: *Sits up* What's up?

Kris: *Wants so badly to sit with Nick, but decides to pace back in forth in front of his bed* I ... um ... couldn't sleep. I know it's only been min.'s since I here. I was thinking about you. Nick .. I've confessed my feelings for you & I've told you I loved you. The one thing I haven't done is ...

Nick: *Confused* I don't understand.

Kris: *Sighs & closes eyes* I want to ... make love to you Nick.

Nick: *Blushes deeply/so super speechless*

Kris: *Opens eyes slowly/sees Nick's shocked & embarrassed expression* I know that its very sudden ... believe me I do. But I can't fight this feeling. I long to explore it with you. You alone.

Nick: *Still can't speak/looks down*

Kris: *Sits on the edge of Nick's bed, far from him to keep himself under control & puts face in my hands* I'm sorry ... Nick. I .. shouldn't had said a thing. 

Nick: *Voice returns* Kris?

Kris: *Head still in my hands* Yes Nick?

Nick: *Pats his shoulder* I'm not ready for this ... but if you want ... you can stay here with me.

Kris: *Looks up at Nick* Really? Are you sure?

Nick: *Nods* Yes.

Kris: *Gets up/climbs underneath the covers/kisses Nick's forehead & lips* Thank you Nick. 

Nick: Whispers: Your welcome. 

Kris: *Kisses Nick's lips once more, then nuzzles his neck*

Nick: *Moans softly* 

Kris: *Pulls Nick's body closer to mine. Heartbeat to heartbeat. Skin to skin. breath against breath*

Nick: *Eyes widen at how hot Kris' skin is & how strong it holds me*

Kris: *Touches Nick on the outside of his shirt, rubbing his chest in circles*

Nick: *Shivers at his touch that becomes more demanding of my skin*

Kris: *Slowly rolls up Nick's shirt to caress his chest & leans in to kiss every inch of it*

Nick: *Bites lip. This feeling ... it feels so ... familiar to me. It feels exquisite & sweet*

Kris: *Licks each of his breasts*

Nick: *Moan escapes my mouth*

Kris: *Meanwhile while thats happening, I slid my right hand down his pants, down his boxers ... seeking his feminine area*

Nick: *Moans even loader* Ohh ...

Kris: *Finds destination & slides 1 finger into him*

Nick: *Arches up* Uhhh ...

Kris: *Moves my hand faster & deeper into him*

Nick: *Bites down on lip harder*

Kris: *Watches him/adds a 2nd finger in him* Tenderly: Its okay baby, let it out.

Nick: *Tilts head back & lets out loudest moan ever* 

Kris: *So turned on by Nick, wants nothing more than to be inside him. For now this will be my most cherished moment, giving him sweet pleasure* 

Nick: *Feeling the weakness/continues to moan* Uhhh ...

Kris: *Knows Nick is reaching his climax & goes even harder with the 2 fingers, eventually slides hand into him*

Nick: *Grips the sheets/sweating* Uhhhh! 

Kris: *Loving hearing his moans, seeing his reactions, mostly what I love the most is being here with him like this. He is so adorable, innocent, & very sexy. I've never experienced such a strong passionate love for anyone this much before. He drives crazy! I love this boy so much, & I want nothing more than to make him happy. He glows, he's such an amazing person. I wish we could be together always*

Nick: *Can no longer hold in the feeling of this intense pleasure/comes into Kris' hand/opens eyes & looks at Kris embarrassed*

Kris: *Takes hand out of him/climbs on top of Nick & just stares into his brown eyes* Finally says: Your incredible Nick, I love you. *kisses his lips/pulls back* You don't have to be embarrassed baby, what I did to you just now, it natural & you coming is all apart of the wonderful experience. I respect that your not ready to make love ... I'm happy though that I was able to give you this.

Nick: *Blushes* Murmurs: I-it was ... amazing. I-it felt ... so good. I-I didn't know it could ... feel like that. I-I feel like I've felt it before, but I really know why. I-it seems very familiar to me ... like I've experienced this before. H-have we did this before?

Kris: *Eyes widen big. Has he figured everything out?* No baby, this was your 1st time.

Nick: *Puts a hand to my head* Hmm, thats strange. Maybe ... it was in a dream.

Kris: *Kisses his eyes & hands* I'm sure it was. Don't worry baby ... I'm here for you always.

Nick: *Suddenly feels sleepy & nods & falls to sleep/cuddles into Kris*

Kris: *Loving smile* Softly: Sleep well my baby Nick. *wraps arms protectively around Nick & eventually falls asleep with him*