Battle

We all go through low point in our lives where we fill in our mind with negative thoughts and have to battle hard to overcome it.Here I describe in few words the state of mind in one such scenario.

I cried.....cried so much that I was breathless and was searching for some air.
It felt like I would die in a moment if I don't take a deep breath and if air isn't passing through my lungs, I was trying hard to breathe and breath through my mouth to make myself calm.

At the same time I was so done with everything I was going through and felt like grabbing a knife and cutting my veins and let all the problems flow just like blood from my wrist. But i resisted from getting myself into anything troublesome.

After few minutes I started getting back to normal state with each deep breath I took and making my mind calm and stable. Later I realized this is what I go through quite often and there's nothing new to it. But, does anyone even know how painful it is?
Those few minutes of battle between your mind and heart, your negative and positive, choosing courage over cowardness? I bet it's the greatest battle and yet I survived another one.

Reviews

[Vari]

Heartfelt story... Many times people comes at point where they find suicide as the best way to solve their pain but believe me it's the worst decision you will ever take. There is one saying from someone I didn't remember the name “In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.” we all have the spark within us and have power over our mind – not outside events. Realize this, and we will find strength. Nicely done one suggestion friend just keep writing more with characters and then come to your final words as above. Rest nice story. Have a sweet dreams as you are also Indian so night time sleep tight :)

[Vin_Blossom]

Yes.. great words on mental strength. Will surely consider your points and work on it to give my best in my upcoming writings!! And good night to you as well.