That night we were numb. Stumbling to escape the glacial shivers on his back I reached for his palm and followed into the dark. My feet, unsure of where to step blundered upon the sea of cold sheets which were soon moist from the thoughts that we dare not mention. Stripped from my outside senses I could still recognize the fragments of his breathing. Sinking deep, his lips met mine and the sour taste of deluted rum inculcated my mouth. My fingers smelled of cigarettes, and with this observation I stood up and left him laying alone in the shadows.My mouth is soft to the touch;my words are piercing and harsh. Who have I become? I smiled and with each moving muscle my face has transmogrified into a raw corrugation. For the first time in years,my reflection reiterated who I was. I am a new dimension of woman.