What'd you gonna say?

This has to do with my situation and how fearful I am.

Do I look funny to you? if I talked to you, what would you say?

Would you quickly avert your eyes or would hold contact with me?

Should I walk toward your well would you laugh at my scrawny legs or help me carry the bucket back home?

If I had not friends, no parents, no laughter, I couldn't see, I have cancer, and has gone through for lots of trials 

I a monster on the ridge of intersection, I I dont know I'f I"m strong enough.

Author's Note

IT's just kinda a pride and I miss old life. The LIfe Before cancer.