Rapid Realization

I haven't written in so long I don't think I have my touch anymore

The thoughts and inspirations come less
My mind has been in other places
Far from this desperate mess
My words become lost in the endless sea of faces
Before I was just shy of a recluse
And now I am less so
I can now let loose
But it's words I wish I could throw
I see people and I cannot write
My talent is fading fast
I no longer dream at night
I wish to hold my words until time is past
A veil had been lifted, only so another could be placed
Shrouding my sight and mind
This sweet drink of sanity is laced
With every flaw within me I could find
I am just sorry I didn't realize sooner
Rather than later
Now I sink as waves of lunar
And I fall from high, but leave no crater