Abandoned

A song I wrote today

I lose my mind again,
Then only to find,
This feeling never ends,
And I have lost my life

And now I see the light,
Inside my burning eyes,
And now I find,
That I have lost my mind

There’s so much to be said,
But my lips are stitched tight,
Outside my soul has fled,  
And the sun is out of site

I reach out longingly,
Towards an empty sky,
And now I see,
They left me here to die

Sweet desolation (inside my head, inside my head),
Beautiful silence (my words are dead, my words are dead),
Inside myself now I see,
That reflection was never me,
I’m all alone, forever on my own (on my own)

I await a savior,
Not of the godly kind,
Someone to tell me you’re,
Not gonna hurt this time

These voices in my head,
They are my only friends,
As I have said,
I would rather be dead

Falling through time and space,
I think I’ve lost my fight,
No smile on my face,
Again, no sleep tonight

My heart, it hurts no more,
It’s beating on the floor,
As I have done before,
My tears are being poured

Sweet desolation (inside my head, inside my head),
Beautiful silence (my words are dead, my words are dead),
Inside myself now I see,
That reflection was never me,
I’m all alone, forever on my own (on my own)

Forever on my own,
Nobody’s ever shown,
Not even I have known,
I’ve always been alone
(x2)

Reviews

[I Am Svetlana]

"I'm all alone, forever on my own." Such a perfect line to some up this song. I was honestly marveled as I read this and was left speechless after the last line. Your writing is beautiful beyond words I cannot describe. But hey, to actually review this (pardon my distraction), I know what it feels like to be left alone and abandoned. It's not fun and throughout our lives, we must realize that we only truly have ourselves to rely on. Such a beautiful write and honestly cannot wait to be exposed to more of your talent :)

[Laura Storm]

Really beautiful. It has amazingly strong emotion and the words flow perfectly. Thank you for posting this. It really puts a lot of my feelings into words.