It sucks

The tales of a hidden love.

It sucks
You suck
I watch as you go
As you change
As you talk
Talk
With her
Look at her
Her black hair
Her colorful clothing
Her beautiful smile
You know
The one you can't get enough of
She sucks
I'm silent
I speak not of my feelings
But of my "support"
You guys are so cute
You are just meant to be
Ha
Meant to be
Lies
Pure lies
I don't want you with her
Or honestly with anyone else
But you'd be happy then
So I stay silent
And I wait
To either be shattered like glass
Or complete as a finished puzzle
I could tell you how I really feel
And f**k this all up
But I'd much rather stay silent
And let that f**k me up instead
Because you deserve happiness
And I do not deserve you
It sucks
You suck
She sucks
But I'm terrible
~Veronica L.