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Chapter 3

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The grass had grown incredibly long next to the frail house. The houses red colour had severely diminished throughout the years, and i had proposed to her that either i do it myself or i help her do it, painting the house but as long as Dani was living in the house, it most certainly was never going to happen. She almost seemed irritated at me proposing such an unessential thing.I looked up into the sky and i studied it's pattern and i noticed the noticeable change in it's pattern since i had left the field which was nothing but paradise.

It was a quite symbolic transformation, really.A symbol that implied that life allways changes and nothing ever stays the same, for anyone. Now i went into a highly existential place within, Which happened quite a lot. Life's mysteries and it's most obvious facts often filled my mind with reflections over all it's mysteries. Thoughts could take up my time to the great lengths that i could just sit and indulge in my thoughts for sometimes as much as 1 or two days as i sat and gave fuel to these thoughts and so they kept weaving. I might say with that happening quite often, i rarely had permanent jobs. No employer wants a lazy and disoriented lunatic on their working place, a true fact which didnt affect me in the slightest. As other people wanted permanent jobs, i enjoyed the change and while inbetween employments i still mustered by, I had my own little tricks in doing so. I would sell artwork which i had created,or i sometimes have to sadly sell some of my most beloved objects to get those dollar bills, which showed my invaluable items worth but it truly is a sacrifice which is a necessity in the name of the survivors and which one only comes out as a stronger individual as i have learned throughout the years.

I had a wealthy family, but one couldn't expect them to contribute, one just had to fight through it and muster by in those hard times.A battle i found almost a funny challenge which i fully jumped into and then challenged it back and then strived towards just surviving. 

Food is something one must bring to the table, Happy about food was something i had allways been, in large proportions.My family, which are a bunch of people on the verge of anorexia were disgusted by the amounts of food i could get into my system. There's nothing wrong with a large apetite is there?

I stood there and inhaled the air which spread around me, Air which sweeped into my lungs as i stood with my head raised up into the sky, Deep in thoughts and i thought noone would awaken me from the fascinating daydream which formed within my mind which were in the slightest sense of the word, ridiculous. It contained many details such as a leaf war in the presence of love. Yeah it was a highly devouring daydream as Dani holds nothing back as she roars in an authoritarian voice

'Alex.Are you going to come inside.or what?.What are you doing?!' 

'I'm enjoying the presence of nature, Dani.You should try it. It really is lovely'

Dani rolled her eyes while a present irritation was obvious in her face

'No, thank you.I'm fine inside. So if you've come to enjoy my company and not the presence of nature, I suggest you come inside'

'I'm coming, I'm just gonna go and get your present' 

'I'm going inside' She said and slammed the door behind her.

I looked around and wondered where all the other cars where and i realised, I might have known. She had cancelled the birthdayparty, But she hadn't called me about it cause she knew i'd come anyway. With that realisation i grabbed the gift and i went inside