No Pain Like Mine

..sometimes we feel like we have the greatest pain in the world...

I've seen every version of pain, but there is no pain quite like mine.

Even though no one loves me, I love no one and a heart like that is hard to find.

I don't understand why I'm not loved, I give everyone and everything my heart and soul.

Even the trees don't like me, the skies are always black and the wind never blows.

I try to talk to God, but he ignores me, everywhere I turn seems to be so empty.

Girls cry over boys and boys cry over girls, but I'll never know what it feels like because I'm not needed in this world.

I have a family, but they don't really care, they just need me for the cooking, otherwise they wouldn't mind if I wasn't there.

My heart hurts everyday, I've been back-stabbed by so-called friends, 

and even when they did me wrong, I still made amends. 

When I say I want you around, I mean all the time, but when you say you want me around, you only mean half of the time.

My heart is constantly breaking, I guess I have a fragile heart, but I keep on forgiving, and not pretending and it's tearing me apart.

Many times I thought about suicide, but I'm just too scared, - and even if I did, they wouldn't even care.

And if they should, it's because of the things I did, cooked for you and talked things through and trusted  like a kid.

You lost your job, I have no job, you lost your love, I've never had one.

I've seen every version of pain, but there's no pain quite like mine...