Crying Lulaby

 

 

Falling

like pieces of a broken heart

falling through the sky

tears falling from the heavens

down

his eyes like gray clouds

heartless because of me

he hides shunning me

his memories terrorize me

the past stays unwavering

he shows no hope and hates me

i run in fear of the lack of emotion

i see those eyes

those stely gray eyes

looking at me like i am the enemy

and in one moment i know that i am

i am the cause

i am the bad guy

i have hurt to avoid the pain

he will hate me and its my fate

and as i look into those eyes i see so many things

 

hate and love followed by dreams turned to

 nightmares

tears of joy now tears of hate and i hear him say

over and over

i hate you i hate you....

 

then in a rush i wake from my dreams and i cry

though the tears are nothing...

nothing

compared to the pain i see in his eyes...

i role over and hug him tight.

hoping my worst nightmares never come to pass....

god help us if they should....