Be open.. say everything and anything / Bad

this was when I wanted people just to be open with me and say everything

Nothing is the same anymore...
Things have changed...
And you all want to know...
But I don't know what to tell you...
There is so mcuh to say...
But no way to say it...
All I can say is...
Bad.
That's the way things have been.
Bad.
You can say
What are you thinking?
 I will say.
Bad thing.
You can say.
How have things been?
I will say...
Bad.

But honestly things are going well...
So you might ask why I am saying bad...
But I couldn't explain if I tried...

So for now when you tell me to talk about...
"Everything and anything"
I will just say..

Things are bad.