Still my reason.

This was when my head was going to a darker place but I knew I had people at my side to help me along..

Nope..
Still nothing...
Still lost...
Still holding this false hope...
Still caring...
Still breathing...
Still praying...
Still smiling...

Not gone yet...
So why not you may ask...
Well because of them...
They won't let me...
Plus I can't leave not yet...
Not now at least...
Not when there is so much to fix...
I want to leave and know though I am gone their happy...
That there taken care of...
That things are steady...

I am only still here for them...
They are my reason...
Still...