I Guess I'll Never Know

To A Special Someone~

The softness of you voice

The warmth of your body

How is it the tiniest things t end to make me smile?

That keeps you wondering in my thoughts?

Maybe it’s your mild sense of humor

Or perhaps your lustful lips pressed against mines

I guess I will never know

 

Baby, tell me

Is it that obvious that your “I love you”‘s are my ultimate Achilles' heel?

Is it when my face turns a shade darker red after each word?

When my knees buckle uncontrollably?

Or when your voice leaves the phrase imprinted in my mind like a vivid memory?

I guess I’ll never know

 

I can easily ignore your calls

Reject your embraces

Slap you when you lock me in a kiss

And turn my back on you when I am needed the most

 

But I’ve grown more attach than ever and it hurts.

A heart that was once there will never return

You can feel the beating at the palm of your hands

And you’re too selfish to return it

 

How did you manage to navigate me in the pool of God’s women?

Are you toying with my feelings?

Does my vulnerability give you excitement?  

Do you enjoy whispering sweet nothingness in my ear?

Or am I part of your endless collection of helpless romantics?

I will never know…

 

But it’s working.