Gone

Sometimes it feels like I’ve lost sight of myself.

Like I’ve lost myself completely.

Like I’m caught up in my thinking.

I wonder if I’ll ever be able to find myself.

I’m lost.

I’m wandering.

I’m trying to get a grip and regain control,

But sometimes I wonder if that’s even possible.

I ponder about whether or not I’m ever going to get out of the hole I fell in while looking for myself.

I keep digging in hopes of seeing even the slightest shimmer of light at the end of what is now a tunnel.

Instead, it just seems to keep getting darker.

I scream for help, although I know it’s useless.

I know I’m too far gone.

I’m in too deep..

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[Ballpark Frank]

I can relate. I was there too for a while, but what helped me was too keep myself super busy and full of stuff to do for others. I work a lot and I almost never have a day off. It works for me i guess.