In the endA Poem by Ursula Kay VosSitting here contemplating do i have time
I've made my decision Now its all schematics
No more reason No more rhyme
The knife already sharpened The doors already locked Asprin on board For weeks but I stop
Theres another in the house I dont want his weakness to stop me from finality so I'll wait until he leave here
This isnt a rash decision Unlike the others No vomiting the cure No surprises from others
This one has to work There is no room for error
The only thing my soul cant take Is another year another day another excuse or explanation Where are your children?
This has and still isnt anything I've done. But when your borne to a psychopath, Its likely when your born, they've already won.
So I'll take his source of joy, When I'm gone who will he torture? He has not my Mother I have no sisters, no brothers, I have borne his full rath, 25 years and counting, day in and day out, he finds new ways to haunt me, He couldnt dislodge the knife, from the bone in my chest, Otherwise I may have been, 12 years old, out of my misery put to rest. One more stab thats all he needed. I couldnt feel I knew it was I who was bleedin
Hopefulness left, when at 18 he still got to hit me Police do nothing When your a teen mom Fresh out of a Foster family
You must have been bad Why cant you be happy Your Dad just loves you Go get some counseling.
25, and still abused not by men, no by my father I havent seen but he still wins
So if I take his punching bag If I take his rubrix cube then what will he do
He has a wife Shes number 4 but hey, she didnt ask me thats not my job anymore.
So I will wait I pray forgiveness, You told me God You never give me more More than I can bear My shoulders broke 10 years ago, I tell you, cuz you werent there. I've been alone Ima stay that way Its better than to play the games
In the end I owe you nothing but forgive me Lord Im about to sin.
Ursula Kay Vos
11/20/2008 © 2011 Ursula Kay VosAuthor's Note
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Added on October 3, 2011 Last Updated on December 9, 2011 AuthorUrsula Kay VosPhoenix, AZAboutGood Morning!! Updating profiles today and I want to say Thank You; to all of the writers, and all of the reviewers here on Writers Cafe. You gave me the courage to take that leap! .. more..Writing
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