Drowning

I am drowning

I don't know, 

ever since I realised that I'm alive,

I realised that I've been drowning.

I am drowning

Falling down, 

down the bottomless ocean of sorrows and sufferings.

I can't breath

I tried to end this miserable life myself,

but nature is keeping me alive

F**k nature!

How I wish nature would stop f*****g my life off!

Well, f**k nature!

But I really wish

that a little mermaid, a princess

would rescue me from this unfortunate situation.

I wish that mermaid would be courageous enough to save me.

But I guess that won't happen.

F**k nature!

I am drowning

Is anybody out there?

..................

No?

Thanks.