How Long Has It Been

How long must I dissapear

Till you finally notice I am gone?

Far from your loves grasp

But what love was ever there?

Underneath the surface

I know the truth.

I know your hate for me and love for them.

How long has it been?

I long to hear your cry for care

I long to feel the love everyone feels.

Your choice of words rip right through my heart.

You would never think to look,

Right in front of you is wonders.

Mystery is all I am.

I constantly fight for waht is mine.

The words that should belong to me.

I break apart

But on the surface

You only see discrace!

Where is your sympothy?

Where is this motherly touch?

How long has it been?