I Can Never Be Confident

I changed so much,

In the space of 2 years,

I never used to care how I look,

Or cared about whats trendy,

Now I spend ages looking for nice clothes,

Every morning doing my make up.

I don't know why I changed,

Was it for a guy?

Or was it to fit in?

I hate how low my confidence is,

I hate not being able to leave my house,

Without any make up on.

I feel so ugly,

Something I never felt before,

I waste so much time,

Worrying about what I look like,

Never once in my life,

Have I ever felt more repulsive.

I want to go back to how I used to be,

But I'm scared everyone,

Will find me disgusting.

I can never be beautiful,

I can never be confident.

Reviews

[nicolo]

AHAHAHAHAHAHA. I really find this naturally funny.
Perhaps, every girl go through that process. Ooops, lemme rephrase that, most if not some girls don't go through, they just stay in that state. xD

well done. :)

[Dream Weaver]

Societies vision of beauty along with the media is a false one.
True beauty comes from the heart, sadly many cower to societies
demands and ruin what they truly are; human beings.... Nice write!

[Black]

Well i deny it,
i never went trough that face
youve captured the process pretty well,
i agree

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

I think all girls go through this stage, many never to return, don't deny it ladies lol!!!

You've captured the process very well :)