No Point

This is one of my firsts songs. I know it isnt that good =S

No point in lying to myself
I cant help it I knew this would of hurt
What else what else can I do
To save myself from you
For so long I’ve been hurt by your words
No longer will I let myself go through so much pain
For you….

I am here to tell you that I cant take much more
Look at you not giving a second thought to how I feel
So cold, so much pain, so sore
I cant take it no more
Cause I need to live my life
The way I want to

I need to tell myself I can live my life without you
Even if it hurts I have to believe in that
Cause living without you will make me better
This pain is nothing compared to your words
I always feel lonely yet happy for you
We weren’t suppose to be together or love birds

You didn’t love me
Though you didn’t mean to purposely hurt me
I know this is what’s best for us
I need time to forget about you
I must not get in your way
Just don’t listen to what I have to say
Its not important any more
I like to believe that I can live without you
All I need is time

I am here to tell you that I cant take much more
Look at you not giving a second thought to how I feel
So cold, so much pain, so sore
I cant take it no more
Cause I need to live my life
The way I want to
Even if this isn’t your fault

Time feels so long this is how its meant to be
I have moved on enough
To finally let go of you
Even if the pain hurts so much
I need to deal with it for everyone
I just need to keep smiling
So no one knows how I really feel

Reality hurts reality is what I have to face
So long as we’re far I know I can live my life
This is my life’s own pace
Walking around in my heart there’s a knife
No one sees it no one can feel the pain
My own words hurt me cause I know they are true