Lost

I think I lost myself again,
I just don't know anymore.
I still miss you,
and I know I shouldn't.
After everything you have done,
and messed everything up.
I don't love myself anymore;
You destroyed that for me.

How can I miss someone
that abused me and didn't care.
Something's wrong with me,
please tell me there is.
I still get scared to see you,
yet I always want to text you.
your number haunts my Facebook,
just sitting there waiting.
Yet I can't delete it.

I lost myself,
I need to get me back.
I'm just scared to.
I don't know if I'm ready to let it all go.
Be strong enough to say screw you,
and not be afraid to walk tall and proud.

I lost myself but I'm ready to be back.
Ready to do this!
I can do this!
I can do this right?
Please tell me I can.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Donna Snowdon]

I'm guessing from your words. You still love the person. Your poem is so obviously deep from your heart. And that is a good thing. But horrible when we know we should turn our back on dirt bags. But can't.

[UnknownWriter1818]

Yeah deep down I do but I know I shouldn't. It does especially when he still pops in to my life just so he knows that I'm thinking about him..