Break Me

Break me.

That’s all I ask for.

Please…

Crush my hard shell babe.

But how the hell could you ever be able to.

Yeah it’s not exactly like I just open up!

Give one f**k and you’ll probably get sucked in by all my s**t.

I tend to have that effect on people.

 

I look up into the mirror.

I see the blood running from my eyebrows and lips.

I spit in the sink.

Fall to the floor.

“I was patient! I was fine! It’s just a different kind.”

I softly say to myself.

“And now who the hell am I?!”

I scream without making a sound.

I reach for my cigs.

I light one.

I take a single drag as the memories starts storming in my head.

Memories of f*****g up every single shot I had at love.

I see tears.

I hear crying.

And what do I do?

Not a single f*****g thing.

 

I feel like a monkey stuck in a cage with a lit stick of dynamite.

Just waiting as a boy with an ant farm slowly tries to f*****g kill me.

 

Settle down.

I’m screaming louder for the pain.

The pain that I put myself through.

Falling even further than what could’ve been a lesser spirit of me.

“So sing for this black despair. Place your pain in your words.”

That’s what he said to me so long ago.

And that’s all I try to do.

 

So I’m not going to hand out a piece of s**t about love.

I’m going to hand you the s**t that comes next.

Falling further and further anxiously awaiting the inevitable.

 

Whatever comes our way.

I’ll kick the s**t out of if it tries to f**k us up.

 

I feel like I’m ready.                 

Ready to lead a complete li(e) fe.

And I honestly believe in that.

 

And with that said.

Have a great f*****g night.

 

Now get the f**k away from me.

Reviews

[ewest1220]

"I feel like a monkey stuck in a cage with a lit stick of dynamite," dude your description ROCKS lol one thing I need to point out when you write that I like is that you are ruthless in your delivery of speech! Great work my friend!

[Justin Flume]

Thx man :P

[stars are far]

That was so good
It is filled with deep emotions ..
well done :)

[LivingDeath]

I've noticed that about the poems that I've read of yours. Each one is filled with deep, bottom hearted emotion that not alot can find the words to write to. Good job.

[Morrigan Nicole]

I like the reality and pain here. Once again, you did a wonderful job.

[Coyote Poetry]

I like the powerful and direct thoughts. Life can seem like a battle.
"I feel like a monkey stuck in a cage with a lit stick of dynamite.
Just waiting as a boy with an ant farm slowly tries to f*****g kill me."
I like the many strong statement and very direct ending. No weakness in the outstanding poem.
Coyote