My one true love,
I can't believe you're gone. It's been three years, and every year I still have to go to your grave to try and convince myself that you are gone. I miss you. you meant the world to me, the only one who could make me smile when I was having a bad day. The only one I loved to spend time with. We hung out, we had good times, and great times. I can't remember a single bad one.
I never told you, and I wish I could have done it, but I was too shy. I wanted to tell you, every year I thought about telling you. I love you. But, you did what I wanted, and now you're gone. It's my fault, I take the blame. I love you. I hate myself for that night, if only I could do it all over again, I'd do what you wanted, I would save you. I love you. I would tell you, I would finally get the courage to say it.
I realize now that the time we have with the ones we love is shorter then we want. It always will be, because no one can live forever. But the love we had can live on. It can go on forever, and I know mine will always go on for you. I love you, and I wish you were still here. I miss your smile. Maybe one day I'll see it again.
I love you,
Your one true love.