Save me

Read it, like it, love it, hate it, I don't care. Depression at it's worst, the affects.

You know exactly how I feel.

Scared, lost, terrified, ripped in two by your hands.

I was already in love before I met you.

You walked in on my life...

You ruined it.

Do I love him, or do I love you?

I want to be friends, let's just stop there.

Go have coffee together and laugh about our freshman year together.

I hate that you fell in love with me.

It's ripping me in two.

I love HIM, not you, but I love you too.

 

I can't say it to you, I don't want to hurt you,

But I've fallen in love with someone else. 

He loves me back, but I love you too.

You hold me, love me, try to take me back.

I smile, I cry, I fall apart.

 

Those hands that ripped me in two, didn't need to pull very hard.

My love is so scattered, I don't know who I really love.

He's too old for me. I know that.

Him is almost too old for me. I know that too.

I love him, more than he.

But he's always there, and him was hard to find.

I love him, but my heart is ripped in two.

 

I can't decide. 

I'll give half to each of you.

To him, the half is slightly larger, because I do love him, and him has loved me.

To he, the half is slightly smaller, but I still love he that loves me.

 

I smile to myself, problem solved.

If only it were that simple,

I can't only give half a heart.

It's all or nothing. 

Even though it's ripped in two, it must go to one.

I chose you, and to you I am the sun.

Here you go, have it all. Him is the one I love.

He is only a friend.

 

Everything is fixed, except a broken heart, still left to mend.

Author's Note

Grammar, word choice, criticism, it's all necessary. Tell me what you think.

Reviews

[Liam]

There's nothing to criticise, well done it was a powerful poem. I loved the second last stanza, that was brilliant.

[That Weirdo You Just Mi..]

I really enjoyed reading this poem! It shows a range of emotions and how you were feeling when you wrote this. Keep up the good work and this was an extremeley good and interesting write! Peace to you and the world! Ainsley