contradiction

unprocessed refuge salvage material to refine
takes so long to make twists and go right, matter what I do? Matter's more ifs stay gone and memory, not to. and less relevant to mention forgotten, buried.
Always ripe and ready present when
bit off enough and not more than what can be chewed, cacophany of joke added more to realize? or more to be alright. Less than standing to attention
as if it were speaking to who, address the audience, speech.  stubborn, hardheaded, tooth and nail, and the rise to the occasion for thick skin, wouldn't want to see a dead whale
a proposal challenge to meet.  Someone say" Your're stupid for intrigue" James Bond would lose his cool.
down to simplicity, swallowed up in potential, In a complicated world no one's taking me under their wing. Simplicity?
residual, remnant, unscripted
settle it, air, settle
settle for less, settle for weight, something to move then rest.

without thinking of a single one
like I need a reason.  explanation, I suppose no one wants to hear, it sounds like treason
excuses smear the ink jot found
on pride, I've been playing too long a game of things

A man.  alright.  celebrate my good traits, charms, and a clever move, hold the niavety

I'm a man.  certainly will have the world putting it on pedestal, care when creeping due to risks.

everything's a risk lest I keep it down to basics.  and attitude functioning, not a factor to end all judgements. 

remove pride to find the reason to feel disappeared and I'm really an alpha if it was something to gain.

win. reputation.  measure. of a man's aqcuired taste and palate.

I don't know how to be responsibly selfaware, so my aim is straight, not contradiction.