Retro

this is when me and autumn werent together.

Identity crisous solved
Instead of: athlete thesbian lesbian
It's bad a*s
Plain and simple
Nothing more nothing less

Bad a*s mother f*****g contract:

I vow to be the baddest a*s the world has ever seen
I'll get straight A's but be selling s**t in class
Ill smoke weed till my lungs collapse
I'll be so G I got thugs shivering

I'm done living my life for the man
I'll steal from every store and make a profit off my friends expense
I'll make emimen and all those rappers look like pussys cause im the best writer
Beat poet
Rapper the world will ever see

As a bad a*s I will defy what I am told and do what I want
I am now in full control of my life and will do what ever the f**k it takes to get it
Bitchs think they control me, but I'll cast them under my sell

Never again will I shed a tear
Wether it be over a girl or some other s**t
Never again.

I won't show fear
Only strength
I'll bruise, cut and hurt myself so no one else can
I will bring me to my lowest and raise me back up
Because only I will be there for me in the end
So f**k the rest they are just pawns in my chess game

I will be wise and incontrol
I'll express myself the way I want
Cause im a mother f*****g bad a*s

Bad asses sign here

Bad a*s krys
Aka BAK
Aka retro
Latin for back


and u wanna know why right?
i lost everything that made me who i was.
i dipped into a depression inwhich there was nothing no one could do
no one but me
i miss autumn but shes being a lil b***h
i miss soccer but theres no going back anytime soon
i miss theater and i wont have that till next year and it will never be the same
i miss who i was

this is the only way.
i need to be cold crewel and mean
or im just gana get hurt again
im done with the lies ive been told
im done with the bull s**t ive let myself go through

i dont know who i am when i look in the mirror
soon enough i will see amontser
and im ok with that
that fact used to scare me
but i now i dont give a f**k

tats were i a   m right now
not giving a f**k
tire of pretending
im numb and have no feeling

who knows if it cuza her or soccer or theater
it dont f*****g matter the cause
its all about the effect
and right now this is the effect and this is who i am