Sappiness

What is wrong with me?
Why can't my mind just be?

Fulfillment and energy flow,
as quick they come, they go.
I am over-excited and with joy,
I do not know why, but I shall enjoy.

Sadness attacks with it's bite,
Giving me a shivered fright.
I ask why? I need a guide!
Why the thoughts of suicide?

What is wrong with me?
Why can't my mind just be?

I have no great achievements,

Nor do I have horrifying failures,
So why do I feel this way?
My head is a constant sway.

I cannot trust in my own heart,
which is the source of my art.
I have to carry this little fact,
and it's making me feel trapped.

I write these lines of sorrow,
Happily,like there's no tomorrow!

I no longer know what to trust,
I am confused and lost in the dust,
So I shall try to free myself from lust,

where logical reasoning is a must.

Author's Note

Straight from my twisted head.