Where are you now?

freeverse poem

Why did god choose you instead of me?

The pain never goes away and I think of you every day

Your face, I never saw, your cries went unhead

my world tumbles when I think of what you could have been

Why couldn't I hold you in my arm even once?

Does god hate me so that you had to be stripped of me

And what do all my tears speak about you

They never compare to the love I have

though I have never even met you

I will love you forever

apart of me now as then

your name would have been Tobias...or Audrey

You never even took a breath

and because of that....I die every time I do

Author's Note

its free verse and personal....dont knock me