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I can feel every finger tip on my face

palms the size of my cheeks

mental bruises cover my body

1 shot to the ego

1 shot to the brain

1 knife in the heart

obsess obsess obsess

I can't stop...

I can't stop...

let it go Clarissa....I can't stop

be rational and talk Clarissa... I can't stop

this isn't your character Clarissa you know better.... I CANT STOP

DON'T YOU THINK IF I COULD STOP I WOULD? YOU IGNORANT F*****G B***H...DON'T YOU SEE IT'S HURTING ME...I DON'T WANT TO BE THIS PERSON IM NOT THIS PERSON BUT I CAN'T F*****G STOP...IF I COULD STOP THE CONSTANT REPEATING REPEATING REPEATING THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD I WOULD...I WOULD DROWN THEM IN THE DEEPEST PARTS OF THE OCEAN....I WOULD BURY THEM IN THE CENTER OF THE EARTHS CORE...I WOULD THROW THEM SO FAR OUT OF ORBIT NO TELESCOPE COULD REACH THEM...THEY ARE KILLING ME...I AM KILLING ME...SHE ...HER....MAKE IT STOP PLEASE...HER...ME....ANYBODY... .SOMEBODY...SOMETHING....THATS ALLL I'M ASKING... I can't stop