The Gun

Dark themes. Under 12 may not want to read.

I stare at it

The Gun

and shiver

 

It is something

That's been running through my head

For so long now

Every part of me is begging to end it

My life

 

Do I really want to?

Is this really something I have to do?

Who's here to stop me?

 

It's taunting me

The Gun

Calling my name

 

I know that

With one single bullet

To my head

I will be gone

Just a memory

 

What would happen if I did?

Would anyone really care?

Would they finally understand that my life is not a game?

 

I reach for it

The Gun

And hold it to my head

 

All I have to do

Is press the trigger

And I

Will be

Gone

 

Would I got to heaven?

Would it hurt?

Would I finally be... happy?

Author's Note

Please tell me what you think, the first draft of this was written in a dark time.

Reviews

[Pen The Willows]

"Would I got to heaven?" should be "Would I go to heaven?"
I luv you Essa, so do not kill yourself! Or me and the FanFiction community will never forgive you, nor would your fiancee (I imagine). I love the poem, so dark!

[Rosalyn Marie]

very good but kind of dark...I seriously hope you were not considering killing yourself...