When I see you.

It's funny how one word can alter the entire meaning of your life.

When I saw you

a ray of light

hit my heart

so beautifully quite

When I held you

my hands felt whole

completely warm

to the core of my soul

When I kissed you

my lips went weak

trembling nervously

from my head to my feet

But when I told you

this all got replaced

as a broken smile

set the end of my days..

When I see you

my heart goes numb

shuts it's self down

makes me 

want to run.

When I see you.

I remember the pain.

But try to smile.

To keep myself sane.