The Illusion

Simon: "Hey lets go." Me: "Go?" I'm oblivious. Simon: "I saw you talking so I already bought the costume." Me: "Aww I wanted to see it." Simon: "Soon enough. Hey I'm going to go get something to drink across the street, take this for me and I'll meet you up at the car." Me: "K." I put his stuff in the car, turn around and there Santi is again, across the street, he's coming over, for a reason I don't know.

Santi: "Can I talk to you." Me: "Alright." I get in the car and open it up. I sit while I wait for Santi to get in. As soon as he gets in I have him close his door so I can turn the a/c on. It's hot in this trench coat.

Me: "So?" Santi sighs and says, "I miss you a lot. I still don't understand why we couldn't be friends after we broke up." Me: "Because you didn't treat me like a friend, more like a dog and I was tired of barking whenever you told me to. I had to cut you loose to protect myself since you know, you couldn't do that for me." Santi sighs again. Me: "Do you remember what you said to me when you broke up with me?

Don't answer, I already know you don't. You told me that you didn't want to be in my future, so now I'm not, so you should move on." Santi: "I know but it's like you jinxed me. You told me one time that I'll never find someone like you and I haven't." Me: "Then why are you with Terra?" Santi: "Time consumer." Me: "Just like I was huh?" I grab his face and peacefully smile at him. Me: "Look, I'm not mad at you anymore, in fact, I forgive you.

I forgave you the minute you told me you missed me and you know why? It showed me that you do have feelings so you're not a heartless b*****d, you're just a selfish one and I don't need someone like you in my life, ever." I kiss him on the cheek. Me: "Now leave from my life." I let go of him and look forward as he walks out on my life for the third and final time.

Simon enters the car confused. Simon: "What was that about?" I say while smiling, feeling empowered, "Nothing, absolutely nothing." We head back to the party, dancing our lives away. I thought the party would last all night and day but everyone went home by 2 which is great because I hate going to sleep when the sun rises.

I go to get DB's stuff so he can sleep on my couch, for what ever reason, no matter how hard I try to get him to sleep else where he loves my couch, what ever floats his boat. I go to take a bath and I just sit there, then all of a sudden I hear thunder and rain. Perfect. I love the thunder and rain except for the part when...