Only For You

Never said it out loud, but the time is now.

The pain,
The hurt,
It seems to be gone,
But still remains,
Forever deep long.
I was stupid,
I was blind,
I couldn't see,
I was selfish,
And only looked out for me.
It's "ok",
But it's not,
"Hurt",
Is what I seem to forgot.
I was a fool,
With no clue,
Didn't know what to do,
What to choose.
I forgot,
That you're human,
That you're just like me,
That you can cut yourself,
And actually bleed.
I realize,
I remember,
What I did wrong,
It took me so long,
To figure what it was all along.
In for the ride,
Boy you were,
But you held tight,
Never gave up,
Kept the fight.
Second chance came around,
And we found each other again,
We took away the past,
And our lives began.
Love you more than ever,
Took me a slap to finally see,
That you were the only one for me.
Love you so much,
More than I can say,
Thankful that you took the courage,
To come to me again and stay.
I now know what you meant,
It took me awhile,
But when I got it,
I had a shameful smile.
Didn't give you what you deserved,
But here I am again,
Now I'm in for the fight,
Prepared more than ever,
Never letting you out of my sight.
So here it is,
Looking into your eyes,
And not into the stars above,
Letting you know now,
That you're the only one I really love.
Promise to try to not hurt you again,
Try my best not to make you blue,
Hey guess what's from my heart,
I Love You.