No Place

Wanting to get out, but hoping for change.

Sitting here
Looking into your eyes
Do you notice
Can you tell
I'm thinking about leaving.
A force keeps me captive
So I stay
Like a fool.
Who am I to you
What do you want me to be.
Your friend
Your lover
Your enemy.
You read me like a book
For I have opened up to you.
Who are you
Who am I in love with.
An abuser
A user
Why can't I see it.
Blind by love
Naive by choice
Treated like trash
Where am I headed.
You run
Use me up
Defile me in any way
Is it love
Is it loneliness
Where do I belong.
For I had a home
But left it
For you to take me on an adventure.
I've gone no where
But to hell
And now I can't return.
Clever devil
You knew the right drug to draw me in.
Suicide
Should I give in
Or let you
Make me
Do my most hated sins.