Misunderstood

What I have felt
I have loved
Because i thought it was real
I created reality
based on what was inside of me
It was my logic to how I feel

I’m in the same position
I been before
Trying to make friends
be a little more

Turning lust in love
Squeezing my hand into a glove
that is not the right size
trying to get society to realize
how much of a good woman I can be

Ironically, I been loved for my body
Insecurities mock me
trust been damaged in a robbery
when men tell lies to steal my heart

Over reacting
caused by chain reactions
Of thinking the worst
Remembering my past
Calculating my worth
Drawling conclusions
Out of allusions
I’m misunderstood
I’m very confusing
But nobody wants to understand me