Wish I Could Forget, or You Remember

You see its funny

because you judge how I handle this.

Its all been taken away, 

Stolen by a lie, more like.

And you, 

do nothing but push me away, wont even look,

at whats standing right in front of you.

You see its sad

because I believed we are better,

And now this is where we're at?

To where you don't even want to try?

I hate myself for this.

I wish I could've been better,

better for us both.

I always said this is how I was,

but you held my hand and said we'd get through.

And now you've let go when I need you the most.

You see its scary

because I don't know where to turn.

You think i'm pathetic for how I try to get away,

but without you, 

that's where I have to turn. 

I have no one else to help me. 

If you wont come back I have to try to forget,

or else id probably just end it all right here.