Silent by the Fire

Gazing into the abyss that is fire, deep in thought

Dark and somewhat cold as the 

night was coming to an end.

We sat by the fire, but I wasn't

really there. I was galaxies away, 

knowing that I had found what I 

was meant to find in life. 

I had found everything, but not

yet really discovered anything, the

feeling of freedom and content,

but the promise of not falling in love 

at the furthest reaches of my mind

because I indeed had done just that.

I knew you were looking at me but the

both calming and freighting blaze of the 

fire would not yet let me return. So

deep in thought, and so

happy. I could have stayed in that

moment forever, and wish that I

would have.

I wont forget that night, for 

its most certainly the night I fell

in love with you. Who would of guessed 

that two years later id be sitting again

watching the same reaction and 

so deep in thought as I  

light my cigarette and wonder if

you will ever be mine again.