Defined: Abbess

abbess n. The lady superior of a nunnery.

You are above and I have lost
and you are zealous in your pain
among alone abreast along
and here I envy you your mood

you have emotions and I do not
I am the abbess of my tomb
I wish you would realize
the innocence of faith

I wish I'd lied I wish I'd won
I wish I'd remembered
what I was
debating now is no use for I am

irredeemable