Unsettling, I find it
difficult to settle myself. Gazing upon my reflection in the mirror. I am soon
to be forgotten. My radiant identity shall be tainted in pale white. To be
tarnished and torn away like every drainage of blood leaking from my body.
To be unheard of. No, more interaction. It’s all
a facade. Can I not have my recognition? Do I not even have a single thing to
reconcile you with. Only my bones. I paint my bone in my blood. Sharpening it
so I can write. The sharp bone of mine is like a knife. It’s handy for a pen.
It splutters blood saying “remember me”
Every day, I contemplate my supposed funeral in
a casket with roses. I’m an ancient being with everything beyond one’s
capacity. The torment of every restless, sleepless nights devours me to extreme
anxiety. Can I not have my identity? Why is it that I have to battle my
destruction of being reborn? I am reborn and I shall not be forgotten. On the
last page is my name.