Failed Apologies

I want to sit right down and talk to you

you can tell me everything you always wanted to

I want to sit right down and share with you

all the pain I feel inside, what I've been through

but your failed apologies are deafening

you are the mess I made of everything

I'll never forgive you for all of this

I'll finally forget you once I slit my wrists

and bleed myself

free of you

I want to sit right down and scream at you

tell you how much I hate all the things you do

I want to sit right down and laugh at you

all the lies you told well guess what, I lied too

but your failed apologies are deafening

you are the mess I made of everything

I'll never forgive you for all of this

I'll finally forget you once I slit my wrists

and bleed myself

free of you

I don't want to sit here with you anymore

waiting for the day that I can settle the score

I don't want to sit here with you anymore

today I'm going to settle the score

I'm moving on tonight

to the afterlife

but your failed apologies are deafening

you are the mess I made of everything

I'll never forgive you for all of this

I'll finally forget you once I slit my wrists

and bleed myself

free of you

my blood will stain your hands forever

forever

forever.