You're the cause of all my pain ( But i still love you)

There's only a few parts that you can prevent from causing hurt
But i'd rather suffocate my pain
And carry on fighting knowing that it was an endless cause
The word hate doesn't cross my mind because i'm a peaceful person
But it doesn't mean i don't lash out or dislike someone
Hear the words as i say them


Don't need to run and hide from you anymore
Just need to lock the door and throw away the key
Since we're through, what's done been done
Now we're better off on our own
Because i can't walk straight when im standing next to you
You've made my insides bent and crocked
There was never any lust, just dust in an empty tontemtion

chorus

That dagger went right through my heart
And out the other side
Now it's my time to send you straight to hell
You're the cause of all my pain ( But i still love you)
Now bury me in black and red
bury me in a suit soaked in blood
So why don't you get away from me?
Let me breathe some fresh air
Then i'll take this to a new level

Verse 2

I've always seen myself in the middle
So why are you standing in my way?
You're always looking down at me
I'm taking my time watching you make a fool of yourself
Your obsessions are dragging me down
I'm falling faster every mistake you make
Now I'm rising from the ashes
So get on you knee's and beg for mercy
One last time

Verse 3

I'm coughing up blood from thinking about how you treated me
And how you treated yourself
So when the time comes
will you walk away?
So when my negative words come your way
will you walk away?
But can't you see i've changed?
I'm contagious and i'm drawing you closer
So why don't you get on your knee's and beg for mercy

Reviews

[crumblinginwards]

lovely, once again. i love reading your, as someone else said, 'raw' feelings. it's refreshing, in this world where we're just supposed to be so quiet and obedient all the time. you dare to bleed, and i appreciate that. thank you : )