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Seconds away from all of my memories being destroyed by things I can't understand,

Restless nights I spent fighting myself asleep, just not to cry anymore,

Over you, my heart was suppose to adore you.

Chances in the night where I feel like just dying, I can't understand why,

You took be further then any woman has ever taken me.

Only to break my heart into two-thousand pieces.

I seem to remember only the bad inside this world.

With all the crimes I am committing, my heart is dying.

Minutes away from all of trusting no other life, it's just not worth the pain.

I can't deny that I could be trying to fly away,

Into a galaxy, filled milky dreams and donut tasting beings.

In my room there is a picture of you.

This is my past, my pain and destruction,

I swear to I never loved another,

I remember when I shook the other man's hand that was in your life,

Couldn't sacrafice my freedom for my ego trippen mind.

I see the needle marks on your arms, I see the cut scars on your soul.

Tempers are flying, she said that I hit her, all I did was push her out of my way.

I slammed the door and went on my way to the studio.

As I broke down and started to cry, something inside me, force me to gather my mind.

Here I go singing, giving it up, my all,

The world is judging but they have never known what it feels like to fall.

Building my brick walls took years to hurt me, why am I so sad with you, I keep wondering.

I lied to you, when I told you that I loved you still,

Only a fool would love someone that broke their heart into destruction.

You need to look in the mirror and tell me who you see,

Some days I just want grab that gun and blast away.

I see the bones poking out of your skin, the drugs are killing us both within.

I am you and you were me, cussing and fussing, for us to be.

But now that the pain is hurting more and more each day,

I stopped living and stop searching for how to make it through another day.

Hours away from my mental institution,

The lies i've told turn my head crazy, sick and tired.

Licking up the nails that I gunned into these walls,

With a bowl of milk I shall eat these bricks one by all.

Taking off my clothes and running naked through the fields

Shaking off the past and the pills.

Depressions and sucking my everything away, i'm tasting blood in my mouth.

Here are my organs and here is my kidneys all burst out of my body,

Someone come take a bite tell me how I taste under the light.

I feel so yucky, I know I taste yummy, fill your stomachs up with me.

Days away from ever shedding another tear for you.

Screw you to hell, let your body burn in hell.

Now I feel better about myself.

 

Reviews

[Dutch Jr.]

"I see the needle marks on your arms, I see the cut scars on your soul."

Goooood writing. So many emotions flying, so many descriptions and details made this a really good read.