Cast the first

Cast the first

A Poem by Tony Jordan
"

free verse - Warning - deals with suicide

"
They line up
With their stones
I am buried 
to my chest
in their disdain
I don't fear 
this death.

Together
professionals
friends 
family 
start hurling
their
'accusations'.

As my lights
dim
under the 
barrage
My main thought is
- how
can I be accused 
of 
'trying to end my life'?
'
'
~ to me~
it never 
began.

© 2017 Tony Jordan


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very deep subject... nicely written.... true how can people blame others when they have no clue of what other has gone through .. i was not sure to read it when it said involves sucide.. normally i don't..when the writing is more about the detailed version of it, this one is a good one which conveys the feelings in a better manner..
i have read few pieces from authors which made we want to run away thousand miles of it...

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Tony Jordan

7 Years Ago

It is sad that well meaning people can sometimes make the situation worse.
This was the first.. read more
you identified a profound hardship, your writing really helps bring it to the light. In the line "i am buried to my chest in their disdain, you created such a visual ( i literally could see someone buried in rocks to their neck) I felt it. Another gem!!

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Tony Jordan

7 Years Ago

I worried that I was trivialising an truly awful practice still carried out in some countries but I.. read more
Simply beautiful Tony :) . I have no words to explain how I felt reading this. Sorry, been busy these days so I wasn't much online had a bad day. Just wanted to let you know that you made someone smile today . Thanks for that (you wrote down what I felt but couldn't explain)

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Tony Jordan

7 Years Ago

I'm sorry to hear you had a bad day Luna. (hugs)
Your review really helps me to come to terms.. read more
Luna

7 Years Ago

awwww... thank you Tony (for the hugs) cheered me up :) Your welcome BTW ;)
Brutal, but well written in a flowing piece filled with shades of anger and desperation.

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Tony Jordan

7 Years Ago

Thank you John. It was a bad time when good intentions seemed like attacks. The mind was very irrati.. read more
John Alexander McFadyen

7 Years Ago

Glad to hear you are now able reflect on the experience Tony. Many of us have been down a similar ro.. read more
Oh my but this IS a sad one Tony. I cannot personally relate to it but the poem is a clever one and quite expertly constructed

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Tony Jordan

7 Years Ago

Thanks Doc - I didn't want to just report or vent (thought there's nothing wrong with either style) .. read more
By the time you read my review I hope and hope rather deeply you find your onion.

Regards,
Al

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Tony Jordan

7 Years Ago

Al your words mean so much, thank you.
you have such a point...how could we be ending something that never even began?

great question...
thoughtful poem with your clever surprise ending.

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Tony Jordan

7 Years Ago

The automatic pilot of those days - the husk - it felt as if I was doing the best thing. The overrid.. read more

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Added on January 29, 2017
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Tags: depression, suicide

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Tony Jordan
Tony Jordan

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Just writing to get it out My avatar is an actual slice of an onion that I cut up and I kept and froze - it reminds me of the saying - If you don't laugh, you cry. more..

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