A new one

I don't know, hmm we'll do this, wake up start the day, I never make it the same. Life has just begun and I feel that I should not stray off the path which has kept strong for this long, knowing I cant because it's imbibed into my brain.. The branches start to fall and you start to feel small. All my lies and disbeliefs hasn't gained your love thus fare and hasn't carried me very fare at all.. Not saying that you are played so I can manipulate, but my heart feels that it falling into circle's of misbelieve. I'll tell you one thing, then do the opposite. Is it human nature? This person knows he's not lost nor a loser and he's not sighing... Try to feel enlightenment is trickier than it seems. Battle your mind, let it go. I know at one point and time we all will fall to ashes, then we will rise again but why must you and I make all the same mistakes all over again. Tired, trying, over it. Wanting to step out of the picture and make a life which one truly deserves. All the Craziness all about then do you think we all can sleep sound? I know I've told you this isn't real and its where I get caught my unrealistic nonsense stupor. Bang into your head but then you say this loony is a looser... I can only learn from what I've been taught and you can only do the same.. So we will grow and will experience what needs to, to gain what we need to gained.. Did my heart love till now? Not letting go, I promise with every grain of my soul I'll prove it so.

Author's Note

I dont care