I cannot say...

Oh God! I cannot say
How much you I strife.
There aren't invented today,
Words which can describe
How much human soul
Can love.
And raise spirit to the sky.
I pray to God, though don't believe,
As friend or enemy of yours,
Adore me or loath,
But let me be close.

I love you so truly,
With all my heart, like a baby,
Who came in tears
Into the world of fears
Into the world of ruins, maybe
The world of ruined Babel.
Unprotected it came.
Just like I did to you.
My unprotected soul screamed.
What will expert her?
A bliss or a blue?
Peacefully she dreamed.

I'll give you all my dreams, my life
Without you all around is dull,
Becomes unnecessary, grey.
What for those things for which we pray?
What for the family or God
When she is not beside.
She turns the night into the light,
Cold winter into spring
With just one sight.

I will survive the war, the vile,
The pain, the madness, all the bad
Just to hold your hand,
So cute, so tender, so fragile.

There is not such force
That can stop me from looking at you
When you are close
And look at me
With love and despise.
I want the world to stop to spin!
All universe, eternity - for us.

My love is not for human eyes,
They'll understand it never.
Hypocritical, not wise,
They say, their love's forever.
Those promises are lies.

I won't give you anything of that,
What human beings swear in bed.
Their eyes are dead,
Though of death are scared.
I'm not.
I'm only scared of losing you .
Imagine, people, for some time
Never see a person, who
Who opened doors into
The secret depth inside.

All the nicest, all the best
What was in me you opened.
Please, don't leave me like the rest.
I'll be the most pathetic poet.