Friend

Friend 

I hear him, everyday since I tasted blood in that horrid day

Why won't you be quiet and just shut up?

Is this a sin? if it is then I would gladly be obliged

Forever more since I lost myself it felt nothing but right

Are you an alien? are you another part of my soul?

Will my answers be bestowed when I stop asking dumb questions 

to this wretched stench they call the human brain 

Perhaps all my questions will be answered at the time of my death

Which he saved me from in the darkest times of horrific calamity 

It feels immoral as it feels so normal

When I hear you, my friend, my shield, my sergeant in arms

Against the countless of wars we have endlessly fought together

To many we have lost, a myriad  more we have won together as one singular soul

The hell we saw, the hell that drowned us in the deepest depths it could possibly go 

We died and we laughed for we both knew that no matter how bad it got

We both kicked out of two, We spit the rickety spit they spat 

and stood firmly on this earthly ground without a single inch back 

Alas, in the days of my youth it didn't matter if we were in the wrong

Horror shoots an arrow in our doorstep we never once ran away 

The love, the hate, the joy, the sorrow, the fear 

We endured, we suffered, we laughed as we brooked 

Even when your not here I hear you linger, and I would know its you

My dearest friend, must it be my greatest sin

I pray to the loving Lord to carve a path for you to enter his Holy Kingdom

My dearest friend O my dearest loving friend