Still Cold

I've tasted the cigarettes.

I've drank their wine.

But none of it tasted

How I thought it in my mind.

It just goes to show

Nothing's how you expect it.

Everything's fine until you

Learn to regret it.

Where was the kick that I needed

When all I needed was life?

All I got was a crutch

When arrogance taught me to lie.

The zest for life has turned to disappointment.

Turned to disappointment.

And I disappoint myself.

Money can't buy happiness,

Because happiness ain't free.

I swear I'd tear my own arm off

Just to feel something.

I'd give my right arm just to feel like i'm worth something.

I'd give my right arm just to have some worth.

My zest for life has turned to disappointment.

Turned to disappointment.

And I disappoint myself.

Money can't buy happiness,

But it can buy your guns.